Juli 31, 2012

Even Though We're Far Apart

Even though
we're far apart
I always have you in my heart
to here
to now
till that day
I loved you so why did you fly away

god said she was ready
I disagree
god took her in his hand
and said to me

she is needed up here
she won't be far
when you hear her name
you may not laugh

then he went up to heaven and
off she went
even though she is happy
my heart got bent

she watches me as I cry
she watches me when I succeed
everyday I wonder why
why my sister had to die

but then I'm told
she is now free
to live her life
in eternity

she has her life
ahead of her
but even though she's gone
I can finally breathe firm

it was wonderful friendship between her and I
remembering it now makes me cry
you think of her sorrow you think
of her pain

now just remember she is healthy again
he took her away to a better place you hurt my sister
I hurt his face
R.I.P my sister Cassey Reener O'Gradys
Posted on by Louisa Gavriela

The Devil

I sit here alone
But the devil is upon me

My thoughts so cold
Ad the devil is me

Not a soul in sight
The devil will kill me

Breathing steady tonight
The devil is ready for me

Not scared of death
The devil is waiting for me

Ready with my knife
The devil is watching me

The blade at my throat
The devil is killing me

Cut long and deep
The devil laughs at me

On my death bed
The devil whispers to me
"Is it a crime to kill if it is your own life you take?"
Posted on by Louisa Gavriela

Am I Selfish?

Every day a waiting game
We watch we wait
Our lives have become you
It’s hard not to be selfish.

We put on our brave faces

But when the doors are closed our emotions show
We say life goes on but really we are all stood still.

We wait for news but imagine the worst
In silence we ask why us why now?
It’s hard not to ask why me?

Although your home it’s only the beginning
Six weeks it’s going to get worse
Life will get hard
How can I not be selfish?
Posted on by Louisa Gavriela

Juli 26, 2012

00:01am ( I AM)

No one needs me.
No one care to me.
Im a ghost.
I am Nothing.

Life..
What for?
Im gonna die.

Death..
Im a ghost, right?
I am nothing.

People stay away from me.
Im all alone.
They look at me,
Just a while.

I think that they know me.
But im wrong.
They passes me by.
like they just saw dust.
Or just a wind.

Yes..
Im a ghost.
Im a dust.
Im a wind.
Im nothing.
Im unusefull

And I am going to disapear..
Posted on by Louisa Gavriela