Apa Balasan Untuk Jantung Mu?

Jantung..
Berdetak untuk kita.
Tapi kita tidak pernah berdetak untuknya.

Jantung..
Pejuang setia untuk kita.
Tapi kita tidak pernah berjuang untuknya.. oh.. tidak.. tidak..
Hanya belum..

Pernahkah kalian berpikir untuk membalas jasanya?

Aku pikir..
Kematian adalah balasan terbaik..

-loui-

Jiwaku, Sahabatku.

Ketika cahaya itu hilang, bukan cinta yang bisa mengembalikannya.
Bukan juga "Kasih" yang selalu ada untukmu..

Ketika angin berhembus dingin dan sunyi, bukan suara yang meramaikannya.
Bukan juga "Tawa" yang menghangatkan mu..

Sendiri bukan berarti sepi.
Bukan juga "Semua Hal" yang tidak memperdulikan mu..

Tiada bukan berarti hilang..
Bukan juga "Pergi" yang meninggalkan mu..

Tapi..

Jiwa,
Ia yang harus mengembalikan cahaya itu.
Ia yang harus menghangatkan mu.
Ia yang tidak pernah meremehkan mu.
Ia yang tidak pernah meninggalkan mu.

Jiwamu,
Dirimu sendiri..


Kalau kau tanya mana sahabatku;
Aku punya 3..

Pertama, diriku..
Kedua, sahabat kecilku, vivi..
Ketiga, Gissele..

Sahabat Dan Teman Palsu

Bagaimana Jika temanmu itu palsu?

Pernahkah kamu merasa seperti itu? Aku pernah!!!

Ketika kamu harus meninggalkan sahabatmu, apa kamu pikir kita akan medapat sahabat yang lain?

Aku rasa tidak!! Mereka palsu!!

Ada saatnya sahabatmu meninggalkan mu, but they will never leave you. They keep stay with you, in your mind, with the memories.

But what i got here are fake!!

Masih banyak ya orang-orang yang "ADA UDANG DI BALIK BATU" ?

Kalau banyak, berarti dunia ini masih membutuhkan lebih banyak kesabaran...

Teman palsu itu banyak..

Tapi sahabat ku hanya satu..

vivi

10.30.1995

Today I Know About That / Friend and Friendship / I keep learning and Never Give Up / LIFE MUST GO ON

today i know that everyone i meet everyday can be friend, and today i know that not anyone can be best friend.

-Kediri, East Java, Indonesia-
I dont have a true friend here, in school, home, or anywhere. I am alone.
"SELFISH", I know that everybody have this trait. Here i found someone with a high rate of selfish. Nia, i try to stay away from you, because i want to you to realize. But in fact, im failed. I dont have any way to make you realize. im sorry..

-Malang, East Java, Indonesia-
I have some close friend here, in school, home, everywhere. Like i feel so calm in peace everytime im back here. My home, my mom, dad, brothers, causins, they are that always missed. Always..


-Maastricht, Netherland-
Here i have some friend which can be crazy with me everyday. I feel happy everytime i am with them. I will always remember you, Mes Amis. I will..

Today, in some moment, im failed, i feel like im down into a deeply curve, so i feel like i cant go up. But i try to be.. Keep try and i wont give up.. NO!! Life must go on, right?

Thats what i remember today..
I dont know how long i will forgeting everyone.. I dont know how long i will survive againts this pain..


-loui-

UP IN THE SKY

When you are down
And you want to get high,
Just take a good look
Up in the sky.
What you will see
Are the stars above,
And all you need
Is to proclaim your love.
Who you will find
And see so clear,
Are friends in mind
You want to hold near.
Whenever you need them
Just look up high,
Call their name
And see them fly.
Every friend you meet
Owns a star
And you can see them
No matter how far.
Whenever you are down
And want to get high,
Just take a good look
Up in the sky.

WITHOUT ME

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to comfort you,
please know that I still love you,
cause I know you love me too.
When tomorrow starts without me,
and you feel lost and blue,
I hope these words I've written will help to see you through.
Someday your pain will ease,
sadness replaced by fond memories
Come tomorrow you will hear
I love you whispered on the breeze.
When tomorrow starts without me
'cause God has called me home
I turn, blowing a kiss for thee
Sad that you may feel alone.
I will miss you tomorrow
as I take one last glimpse a tear falls from my cheek
I'll be going home.
And tomorrow will start without me..

Words Not Spoken

Although he could not say with words
The love he felt inside
He treasured every moment
And his heart would fill with pride
He never said I love you
But he came to every game
Even in defeat his son knew
He loved him just the same
He'd pat him on the head
Or maybe ruffle his hair
And tell him he was proud of him
As long as he played fair
When he graduated college
I love you wasn't said
He smiled as he shook his hand
Mumbling, well done, my boy instead
When his son went to war
He trembled as he spoke
And brushing away the tears
He made a little joke
Now, his son's come home
And he stands with eyes downcast
His hands stroking the coffin
Saying I love you son at last..

MY STAR

I love you, Dad, and want you to know,
I feel your love wherever I go.
Whenever I've problems, you're there to assist,
The ways you have helped me would make quite a list.
Your wisdom and knowledge have shown me the way,
And I'm thankful for you as I live day by day.
I don't tell you enough how important you are,
In my universe you're a bright shining star.