IF ONLY

If only I knew you  too soon,
Mybe you will still here..
If only I met you that time..
Maybe you will stay here..
If only I could tell you the truth,
Because now I'm so lost..
If only I could talking to you..
Because I know that you want to..
If only I could stay for one more minutes..
Because I would love to see you one more time..

If only I could stay..
If only I could meet you..
If only I could see you..
If only I could be your..
If only I could..
If only I..
If only..

HELLo MY Day

My Day..
What else i could say.. I was dying.. And now one more hurt has come to me..
What should i do... I was suffer.. And now one more strugle let me came in..
I pray to God everyday.. everynight.. I pray to God to take me.. But untill i post this, im still alive..

I lose every reason to live.. what should i do..
I lose my Mom..
And I just broke up with my boyfriend..

I have no reason to live..
Everything has gone..

My Day..
Help me..
God..

My Mother Has Passed Away

It has been long long long time im not posting in this block.


Well...
This is some new news from me..

My mother  has passed away at February, 1st 2014 because breast cancer, but then, we had told that she had bone cancer before she got breast cancer. A shock for me. But i've trying to be strong. Im still trying to keep smiling even when i wanna cry. Im so often to cry everynight. I miss her. Alot.

I miss her... Alot..
I miss you.. Mom..